My Fall

I drank another..
and then the other..
and then i slipped and fell..
as i slipped before when i wasn't so drunk..
earlier when i was all full of fun..
when i wasn't so cautious..
when i wasn't so malicious..
when it was all about blue berries and cherries..
and the life was one little white fairy..
and then it changed all of the sudden..

you flew away with all promises broken..

you broke my wings quest amid..
and filled my heart with the agony at your best..
you succeed ye.. and the rage is dwelling inside me..
i feel it deep ye.. the rage which is dwelling inside me.. 
its cruel but if you can feel the pain of love..
tell you what isn't so hard.. "putting the blame on me my love"..

but its hard to cope with it.. once you feel it..
i drank to dilute it within me..

and then i slip and fell..
as i slipped before when i wasn't so drunk..
earlier when i was all full of fun.. and without the gun..
this fall is all the same.. but a bullet maybe extra.. cause me no pain..
cz I'm too drunk to notice.. My Fall..
the one last of mine maybe, or maybe not..
so i drank another..

and the other..

and another..
and another..


- by Usama Naeem