My Fall

I drank another..
and then the other..
and then i slipped and fell..
as i slipped before when i wasn't so drunk..
earlier when i was all full of fun..
when i wasn't so cautious..
when i wasn't so malicious..
when it was all about blue berries and cherries..
and the life was one little white fairy..
and then it changed all of the sudden..

you flew away with all promises broken..

you broke my wings quest amid..
and filled my heart with the agony at your best..
you succeed ye.. and the rage is dwelling inside me..
i feel it deep ye.. the rage which is dwelling inside me.. 
its cruel but if you can feel the pain of love..
tell you what isn't so hard.. "putting the blame on me my love"..

but its hard to cope with it.. once you feel it..
i drank to dilute it within me..

and then i slip and fell..
as i slipped before when i wasn't so drunk..
earlier when i was all full of fun.. and without the gun..
this fall is all the same.. but a bullet maybe extra.. cause me no pain..
cz I'm too drunk to notice.. My Fall..
the one last of mine maybe, or maybe not..
so i drank another..

and the other..

and another..
and another..


- by Usama Naeem

Dismay, Promises and Cliches

September 17, 2011

"I don’t expect you to buy every bit what’s written here. I don’t even care if you can really understand what it is about. If I can be so dumb to write it here, why can’t you be dumb to understand it?

I don't know what’s more difficult, to move on with your empty life, trying to make it happy and content even when it sucks or to live it as a loser, terminate yourself or to live with all your miseries?

I often thought, a bit too much these days, that how would be life without jealous and insanely aphrodisiac people?

I call these, thoughtful moments, moments of disbelief or, maybe, you can call it a true insight of me a self actualization. Whatever the case is, these moments are as if a fine swimmer practices and finds him confident enough to swim deep seas. But doesn’t matter how much strokes he makes in the water he can never be a fish. He may control his breath but he can never control the tidal wave up front. And that tidal wave, my friend, is the life. You can not possibly control it but you’ve to jump into it with a deep breath and a fearless heart.

Still there’s no guarantee that you’ll make up to the shore. But one can try or live it like a loser. It’s your choice. As I said earlier that I don’t expect you to buy every bit of it neither I care if you can really understand what it is about."

- Dismay, Promises and Cliches by Usama Naeem

Socio-Logics

Socio-Logic 1:
1*1=1 TEACHES..
IF ONE GETS INTO AN ARGUMENT WITH SOMEONE, ONE ENDS UP ALONE.


Socio-Logic 2:
1/1=1 TEACHES..
IF ONE CREATES A DIVIDE WITH SOMEONE, ONE IS LEFT ALONE.


Socio-Logic 3:
1-1=0 TEACHES..
IF ONE APPROACHES SOMEONE WITH A NEGATIVE NO ONE GETS ANYTHING.


Socio-Logic 4:
1+1=2 TEACHES..
IF ONE MAKES A UNION WITH SOMEONE, IT DOUBLES ONE'S POWER.




 
- by Usama Naeem in association with Huzaifa Naeem

Memento (as i see it)

NOW THAT IS WHAT SPECTATORS KNOW..

AS THEY GRAB POPCORN AND WATCH THE SHOW..

THEY CLAP, THEY SHOUT, THEY MAKE SOME NOISE..

SOME IN APPROVAL AND A FEW WITH REJOICE..

AND AS THE SHOW ENDS THEY RETIRE TO THEIR SUITS..

WITH ALL THEIR HONEYS AND ALL THEIR SWEETS..

INTERESTING STUFF CAME RIGHT AFTER THAT DUMB..

THERE WAS A SPECIAL DAY YET TO COME..

THEY GAVE ME BLESSINGS, THEY GAVE ME PRESENTS..

AND THAT IS HOW THE ODDS MEET, AS THE DAY ENDS..

A MAN CAN BE MEAN ON HIS SMUT AND DESIRE..

NEVER THINKS HOW MANY ALTARS ARE ON FIRE..

WHAT EVER THAT WAS IT ENDED THAT DAY..

MY CLICHÉ TAUGHT ME HOW RELATIONS ARE TODAY..

WE STAY BUSY FIGHTING EACH OTHER, BEING SCOUNDRELS EVERYDAY..

AND HOW MUCH WE MEAN TO US LEFT UNSAID EVERY TIME EVERYDAY..


- by Usama Naeem

Food For Thought..

1. "Life is good; It’s just us who mess it up with wrong thoughts, sayings, doings, and most of the time with people."
2. "Don't care what you say or what you do, but they do care what you've to offer. Thats PEOPLE.
   They don't care what you have to offer, but they do care what you say and do. Thats FRIENDS.
   No matter what you say, do or have to offer, you'll always be a part of them. Thats FAMILY."
3. "Kudos to the queen. Knight fights for the honor."
4. "WORK HARD AND MAKE IT FAST - OR - DON'T WORK HARD, JUST PLAY IT SMART."
5. "BE GOOD, AND BE THE HAND OF GOD - OR - STAY BAD AND LIVE LIKE A DOG."
6. "Destiny, Fate, Miracles, and Chances. Maybe you don't create all by yourself but you can destroy all by yourself. They all happen for a reason. Belief, Loyalty, Devotion, and Experience."
7. "No matter how much you prune. "As you sow, so shall you reap."
8. "Steps taken decides destination. It'd be supreme if involves happiness and the divine."
9. "Ironically, we do what we feel right, we make ugly decisions, yet we want a perfect destiny."
10. "Take It. If you can Crunch It."
11. "Love - A sacred promise or a life extinguisher."
12. "Don't justify on a failure when you think you were right at the start."
13. "There are two types of people. Those who make the difference and those who accept that. Be the first one."
14. "You'd know how to save it before you make it."
15. "The one who loves you never leaves you."
16. "Runaways are sky-high, neither did i ever want to flee."
17. "Word you speak shows what you've made of. Actions, define what you really are."
18. "Everyone Hates Me. But, Perhaps, Not Friends. As They're Busy Liking This Statement."
19. "No one helps you to bake your cake but they do want a piece of that."
20. "SMILE, perhaps is an ultimate disguise from all your sorrows. After all, who dig if you're really happy or not."
21. "If you believe yourself, Anything is possible."
22. "Life is as beautiful as much you want it to be. And as horrible as much as you can make it to be."
23. "And when you think it's the end of the game, Life pulls your socks up again."
24. "When right doesn't work, don't go for wrong. Have patience and wait for your turn." 
25. "Wounds are sweet, they drench you in their sweetness and don't let you know while they change you."
26. "Happiness - is in little things."
27. "The only thing which holds you back from happiness, success and faith is YOU." 
28. "Humans are the biggest monster of all."
29. "Its enough, to be happy, that they want to be happy. What they choose as a reason, is up to them."
30. "The one who uses others like clay pots, gets eaten by the dirt of his own." 
31. "The one who treats others like trash, becomes dispensable one day." 
32. "Each helping hand we refuse is nothing but just to make us more helpless. Interestingly, most of the time, we don't even know that we're working so hard for it."
33. "We probably don't share the same past but we do share same mistakes."
34. "Good are better and best are the rest, I am more interested in the enemies which aren't at rest."
35. "World is a beautiful place, if we let it be." 
36. "Its amazing when people see you but what they see is only what they want to see." 
37. "......I thought i had enough, and just then, God made me realize, it has not even started yet." 
38. "Never make God your escape, but strength." 
39. "Perception - birthplace of right and wrong."
40. "When sad, ask yourself, is this the only best thing you can do?" 
41. "I'm poor with directions, no wonder I'm lost." 
42. "It's not just the toys we throw away, but a part of us we discard." 
43. "Every Dog once was a Puppy....... so was his female." 
44. "If someone steals your joy, let him take that. He probably needed that the most."
45. "Live up to your dreams or die for them. Both are exquisite." 
46. "Impossible is nothing, but just a state of mind."
47. "A sleep without a dream is a sleep wasted, same as a dream without acting upon it is a dream wasted." 
48. "You can't make people to love you back by loving them. You've to show it in your every single action and then there's a slightest chance that they might love you back."
49. "Just think about what you love and then live it, breath it, embrace it. If that concludes to be a regret free day, you're on the path of a happy life. If it concludes to be a regretful day, start the next in a corrective manner, you'll be on the path of the life of a legend. There is no downside to it, just the frame of mind, fix it, it'll fix your life." 
50. "A wise man once said.... NOTHING." 
51. "There are times when i see it backwards, these are the times when i see it clearer. Reverse-engineering the life, learning from mistakes."
52. "Ask yourself, How you got here and you'll know what, where, when, how and to whom you did wrong."
53. "A Thousand Paths To Embarrassment, A Shameful Person Will Avoid Taking Them At All, A Shameless Person Even Wouldn't Mind To Be On All." 
54. "Sometimes, there isn't a clear answer to what happens in life nor the certainty. But sure as hell, for the better or worse, there are ways to be stepped on and carry on."
55. "It's really not the outside but the inside, Weather, which really matters."
56. "Never let your habits ruin your achievements."
57. "Each minute wasted is a success you never had."
58. "Decisions we make under the influence are those, which bite the most."
59. "I tell myself everyday that you're better than most, if you behave better than most."
60. "God gave me wings. Won't that be a shame if I don't fly."